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new lj [22 May 2004|01:56pm]
[ mood | happy ]

i'm getting a new lj.

i'll let you know what it is when i get it.

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razorblade romance [18 May 2004|03:19pm]
[ mood | content ]

hey. the past few days have been less than eventful. there are somethings that have happened that i really can't write about. or i have no business writing about it. school is almost over!!! yayyyy. yesterday was the senior's last day. it was sad. today was my foreign exchange friends' last day. :(. i almost cried at the end of third period. i'm going to miss them. it has been a lot of fun and a huge blessing to have joana and denise in choir with me. well i don't know what to write.

sara. <3.

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don't test my gangsta. [04 May 2004|03:40pm]
that is my motto this week because i've had about 5 people say it to me in the past 2 days. lol. anyways.. umm these past 2 days have been alright i guess. i was really excited to be back at school yesterday, and YES he was back. lol. i was having a great day until i found out that a friend was talking about me in the commons before i got there. what he said wasn't even bad, its just the point of it all. he sits there and says he hates it when people talks about him behind his back, but he talks about others behind theirs. he's quite a hypocrite. he said that i always try to talk to him, but he never really wants to talk to me. which is bull. i only initiate a conversation with him about once a week. and thats only if i need to tell him something or ask him something. in a way i feel betrayed because he says to my face that i'm one of his closest friends and that he can tell me anything. well obviously he can't. oh well. i was going to go off on him.. give him a piece of my mind. but i decided not to. i just decided to be really nice to him. that way he'd feel bad for talking about me. oh well. its his lose if this causes the friendship to be over. *FYI he's done a lot more than this so its not like i'm being a baby* on the other hand. i'm one stressed out girl. yesterday it was worse but i finished my research paper, so now the load isn't as much. BUT i have to read 32 pages in Fahrenheit 451 along with other homework and do a string art project. but am i doing any of it?? noooo. i'm updating my journal and talking to people. of course. oh well.

sara. <3.
bare your soul

[27 Apr 2004|06:06pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

do you ever have the feeling that something is wrong with you personally? it seems like almost everyone that was my friend at the beginning of the year is slowly slipping away from me. it makes me sad. i'm not going to mention any names, but i have a feeling that they know who they are. i have this feeling that by the end of the year i won't have some of the friends that i had. and a few of them are some of my closest friends. i haven't changed. i know that much. but i mean is something wrong with me? do people not like to be around me? there's constant times where i've found myself alone and the people that used to include me in everything are off gathered with other people. i know that they say this happens in high school but i don't want it to. i don't want to lose some of the people i feel like i'm losing. especially one of them. i know they aren't intentionally doing this, unless they are. who knows. i don't. i know what you're thinking "quit your whining sara". but i'm sorry i have to pour my heart out somewhere right? i know i've been hanging out with some of my other friends, but lately no one has wanted to hang out with me. i'm still the same sara they became friends with years ago. so maybe they changed. maybe it isn't me, but yet i still feel like it is. hmmmm...

part of me wants to leave and start of new at my dad's, but a big part of me doesn't. very few things are keeping me here. most of me wants to leave.

sara. <3.

for those of you who just began reading my journal or have been reading it since the beginning. thats a little taste of my daily life. it isn't as happy as it seems. but i am okay so don't worry about me. :).

9 souls baredbare your soul

[19 Apr 2004|03:18pm]
[ mood | content ]

today is my friend's birthday. she's finally 16!! yayy!! she told me i'm old. ha ha. anywho. i don't really know what to say because nothing has really been going on. my air conditioner is broken and its super hot!!! my room is the hottest room in the house. so its about 90 in here. *agh* luckily right now the ac is working. my best guy friend paid today to go to europe. yayy!! its going to be so much fun. ummm i don't know what to write. my friend zach tried to sell me a bad of chic o sticks today for 50 cents. lol it was funny. he's hilarious.

sara. <3.

p.s. i'm downloading songs. if you guys have any songs that you think i should download please let me know. thanks.

bare your soul

[16 Apr 2004|03:13pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

hi. basically my computer is really screwed up lately and won't let me update. so i'm trying to type this real quick before it messes up again. anywho.. how has everyone been? i'm good. today was great because we had to pick research paper topics in english. kacy picked "how pink floyd influenced modern rock" and my teacher told her no. and all this stuff. it was hilarious. i love kacy. she's great. mary anne was sad because her cat got put to sleep. :(. yesterday in journalism i was going through slips for our centerspread of our newspaper and found JV's. its all about college and all that. well they are supposed to put what college they are going to. well he put our high school name. so we picked on him a lot. it was great. lol. well thats all i'm gonna type for now. love ya'll.

sara. <3.

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[05 Apr 2004|09:23pm]
[ mood | bumpin' ]

everybody write this down somewhere!! i'm actually updating 2 days in a row!! *gasp* today has been quite exciting. i found out i'm going to europe next year. YES! i'm going to paris, denmark, germany, and amsterdam!! NO i am not going to smoke weed or drink! i don't do that stuff. its not good for me. fine for anyone else! i went shopping for my gulf shores trip. i'm excited. i got some shorts and stuff. i bought the new usher cd. <33333. someone complimented me on my shoes!!!! that was exciting. i almost got some red chucks, but my mom said no. she wants me to have "arch support" blah blah blah!!! i don't like adidas, new balance and all that shit! i got a mcdonald's happy meal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i haven't had mcdonald's in over a year!! it was exciting. i'm going to apply for a job there. i need moneys!! i was bored in journalism today because miss lei was not at school!!! *where were you!?!?!?!?* i missed you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i sat there and cut these slips for the seniors. what fun!! mmkay.. well thats all i can think of right now.


sara. <3.

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wow! i'm terrible. [04 Apr 2004|09:23pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

okay i'm officially the worst lj person ever! i haven't updated in like a week. lol. i'm sorry. i've been quite busy lately. my new haircut was a hit! everyone loved it. ummm i found out that i'm going to gulf shores, alabama for easter weekend. i'm quite excited. i've never seen the ocean before. the closest thing i've come to an ocean is lake tahoe. so it will be a new experience for me. i am going with my one of my best friends tina and her family. its going to be awesome. our condo is right on the beach. Ü i went to wolfchase mall 3 days in a row. this one chick that works there laughed at me because she was there everytime i was there. hee hee. it was great. i bought some new pins and i almost got this skirt, but i didn't have any money. i got a new shirt and a wallet. it is sooo cute! i took some pictures of my new haircut. i'll show em to you. i'm sorry that i haven't updated. i'm terrible!

sara. <3.

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Friend's Only. [06 Mar 2004|01:07pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

i have decided to turn my journal into friend's only.

1. add me.
2. comment
3. i'll add you back. promise.

sara. <3.

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